Sunday, August 19, 2007

Restless

My toes battling,
my teeth gattling,
my muscles tense,
my head spins,
my breath slow and resigned,
my heart shrunk and withered
my mind in a chaotic mess.
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I could not understand,
This reliance i have developed
The sudden dependence on you.
You're my life support,
You're my life...
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Everything i do,
Every sensation i feel,
Every single touch,
Smell,
Sound,
Sight.
Inevitably reminds me of you.
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An obsession that i could not mellow,
A compulsion i could not narrow.
Are there any other creatures more pathetic?
For every moment i spend without you,
My mind goes neurotic.
For happiness will never be the same without you.
It's half as exciting,
half as enjoyable,
yet twice as depressing.
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I wouldn't need the sun to rise for another day,
nor the winds to caress my skin.
i could live without the stars,
or the moon that hangs above...
Just the beautiful smile on your face,
for everyday that i could see.
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Perhaps that's what love is.
It intensifies the feelings you get,
your consciousness heightened.
The feeling of wholesomeness,
the feeling of completeness.
And every feeling felt,
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you my dear, are my satisfaction.